oh how she rawks

isnt he gorgeous?!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 20:33:07 GMT

alex (my boyfriend) got his hair cut.

so hot. i <3 u.

soo funny

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:42:55 GMT

GYM CLASS HEROES
Taxi Driver

I took cutie for a ride in my deathcab
She tipped me with a kiss I dropped her off at the meth lab
Before she left she made a dashboard confessional
And spilled her guts in cursive but whats worse is
I could still see her bright eyes like sunny day real estate
Oh my and in a funny way it irritates
So high but no chance
My little chemical romance left a bad taste in my mouth
But I imposed her like hey mercedes why the long face
Why you cryin? theres no need
Just put on this coheed and fallout
Boy meets girl jimmy eat world
But Schlep eats pills till hes all out
Not once not twice she was thrice times a lady
Mackin on brand new, but I had to
Bounce over to the postal service to
Pick up these pills that take care of my nervousness
And all the way I saw planes that were mistooken for stars
She played games but she took em too far
At the drive in
Watching soft porn and you can tell
By the trail of the dead, that there was somethin in the popcorn
I hop in my cab destination midtown
Just to get up with some kids that like to get down
I'd made my rounds and that was that
In between the frowns and scraps and heart attacks
And I remember I seen her ass in early november
On a thursday taking back sunday for a refund
She shot a wink like no hard feelings
Then she jetted to brazil man them pills had me spun

This is the story of the year right here
This is hot water music
Put ya ramen into it

a pic

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 23:35:00 GMT

BLAH!

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 14:39:41 GMT

daisy (grandmas dog) and shadow.

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 14:35:25 GMT

last night alex had just got off work n i had been hanging out with jess all day... me n him were sitting in the kitchen n my uncle, cousin n mom n dad were outside and a little kid across the street was playing with shadow. like 5 minutes after alex got here... we were supposed 2 go out 2 dinner n a movie.... anna.. my cousin came inside n said shadow died n im like what your joking n shes like no im not go outside so we went out there n they had him up on a couch n he wasnt breathing n he didnt coke or anything..everybody was crying n it was horrible... so we called the animal hospital n my dad n uncle took him there. like 20 mins later they came back n just said that he had a heartattack. he had just turned 9. it was soo sad n everybody was still crying. so me n alex got away n had dinner on the beach n then saw the dukes of hazzard. n then this morning im suppose to have modeling 10-12 but me n my dad started talking about it on the way n i started crying n i couldnt go so here i am. i just talked to jess n we're gona go 2 the beach. alex is at warped tour. i just want to keep busy n not talk about it cuz ill cry again.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 18:14:32 GMT

i got my schedule.

ENG IV

INTEGRATED MATH III

AMER GOVT HONORS

EXEC INTERN I

HmMmMm.....

pictures from summer

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 19:30:10 GMT

me n al

my cousin dia n me :)

me n shannon before NY

ew lol.

NY PICS

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 20:59:05 GMT

outside of the 1st hotel.

gina, nadesh, me, brittany, marce, ladonna, jessyka, tron, cai, shannon, and arlyn ..us waiting outside of FORD.

lol.. arlyn, tron, n jessyka

geavanna and me

eatting lunch.

me and ladonna.

leaving the city.

in the airport

ah back home. :)

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 21:17:40 GMT

i got back from new york yesterday. wow what a great trip. everybody got soo much closer. i love all the girls their soo awesum. but we were soo busy the whole time. basically heres what went down n at what places:

IMAGES - they werent interested in any of us. (9 ppl) lol it was pretty funny.. they rejected us 5 mins after we gave them our portfolios haha.

Q MODEL MANAGEMENT - i was to commercial. .... as in not high fashion enough for them. psh. lol.

MODEL SERVICE - i dont really know. they liked me but they don't want me for awhile because my cheeks are so fat. lol they wanna see how id look wen im older n my baby fat is gone lol ;)

FUNNY FACES - this was the best. its a commerical / commercial print agency. THEY LOVED ALL OF US. everybody got a contract. however, the adults 18+ have to move 2 ny immediately. me.. on the other hand can sign with them n live here but each season i have to go there 4 3weeks to work. so thats cool. im finishing school in december anyway.

im going to wilhelmina miami next week.. where its a 90% chance that i will get signed. :) so id work from here and new york. yay for me! cause i would never want to move to ny its stinky n polluted n soo busy geez. but we did go 2 times square one night, that was fun. n quiksilver was in there soo awesum. so yeah thats about it.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 12:32:28 GMT

friday night me alex melissa n nick saw charlie n chocolate factory. soo good. then me n al went 2 fridays. yummy.

saturday was my moms bday. i had modeling 9-2. then i came home n our fam. was already here. dia! umm chilled around here had dinner then me dia n al went 2 las olas. it was fun. ali bought us ice cream. :)

today.. ali works but me n dia r gona go 2 his work.. n buy stuff. n then 2 the mall. n yeah. i think their going 2 the keys this week. so thats good cuz ill be in new york.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 12:54:06 GMT

so busy. but luckily today was the last day of babysitting. SCORE! $85 for the last 2 day ;) . ummm modeling last nite... again on thursday.. saturday n monday. then leave on wed!! wow. paid for the ticket... $185 n room $130 . luckily i got a room with geovanna(23) shannon(19) n arlen(19). their cool.oh man cabs r gona suck big time. its 70$ from the airport to hotel. eff that... i gotta re dye my hair reddish again.. it seemed to fade away. :) umm today me n al n harriett r going to aventura mall. fun fun. i think im getting sick. but its probably only a side effect from stuff.

melissa - i got the stuff a few days ago. ill have to tell u how lol. SHH!. oh yeah friday get ur b/f n come with me n alex.. charlie n chocolate factory.. imax! lol call me.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 22:55:04 GMT

...about a week left of babysitting SCORE. i cant wait to sleep in. while im off me n alex are gona go 2 a marlins game... lion country safari :) shopping.. n sum other places. fun stuff...my moms bday is in 10 days!! thats also wen family comes down. n then i leave 6 days later. ah! im nervous already 4 NY. o well. thats all. adios.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 12:36:11 GMT

modeling last nite. modeling tomorrow morning. my feet are soo messed up.

++++++ NEW YORK HERE I COME!

----- we're supposed 2 go 2 the keys july 20-24 but nooooo NY is the 20-22. grrr!

++ i finally get paid from this week of babysitting. its gona be like over $120. SCORE!

+++ we might go out on the boat today.

++++++++++++++ alexs parents left 4 vacation this morning. YES.

+ / - babysitting 2day 9:30 - 12ish. then again 2nite 6-8. yuk.

pix

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 19:24:49 GMT

modeling last nite. modeling tomorrow nite. going out 2 dinner with alex n his parents b4 they go on vacation. got my pix from the shoot. heres a few. quality is a little off but w/e.

tell me wutcha think!

pictures from the shoot

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 12:55:10 GMT

alex helped out a little bit. ariel is in orange, make-up / hair .

lol we put a shirt between my legs so ppl driving by couldnt get a look ;)

kinda blurry.

me n ali

ahehe :)

busy

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 12:36:59 GMT

ok so today is sunday..... on thursday me n alex ran around getting clothes. yuk. then went 2 dinner at smokey bones yummy. friday morning woke up @ 5.45!!!!! alex came over at 6:30 n we left at 6.45 for miami. got my hair n make-up done.. so much fun... n then 2 the beach..did 2 swim suits, then 2 this other place by the beach.. kinda like a old broken down resturant... jimbos.. lol.. n did a jeans, abercrombie button down long sleeve top, scarf, n earrings look, then 2 vizcaya... think i spelled it right. n did a dress n funky sandals n a skirt, another abercrombie top n cowboy boots aha but that was cool cuz i was like laying down on these rocks with moss n he was taking the pictures from up above me.. it was cool... n home by 2...after that me n ali went 2 broward mall n then 2 his house n watched a movie... saturday i hung out wit jess, we went 2 the mall 2 return sum stuff n then home where alex already was n so i got ready .. ppl where here lookin @ the boat.. we're selling it :( then we went 2 sawgrass n saw CRASH such a good movie. n today me n harriett might go 2 the beach n i gotta go 2 alexs work n get sum board shorts n rash guard.. surfing 2morrow!! yay. n then pick my mom out sum sandals. so yeah. ill post sum pics from the shoot.. not the professional ones just the 1s my mom took around. kk adios

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 17:09:11 GMT

just got my SAT scores from june 4th. HORRIBLE. i did a lot better the first time. however this was the 1st time taking the 2005 test so wutever.. heres the new scores n the whole old 1s.

06/2005	SAT Reasoning Test
	Critical Reading	370
	Math	450
	Writing	450
12/2004	SAT Reasoning Test
	Critical Reading	450
	Math	460

im not taking it again. good thing im only going 2 BCC ;)

cute song

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:19:59 GMT

cant wait til my photo shoot is done so i can go 2 the beach more n then start surfing!!!

home grown - surfer girl

I was at the beach,
sitting on the sand
When I saw this girl
Dark brown eyes, and a dark olive tan
She was watching the sets
With a surfboard underneath her arm
The first moment I saw her
I knew she'd do me some harm
She's so good
She came out of the water
From the best session I'd seen
Man, she had the biggest chi chis I had ever seen
She put down her board,
and sat down next to me
And played a soft ole lonely tune,
on her ukulele
I don't know what had happened
But I'd fallen asleep
The next morning I woke up
She was sleeping next to me

Chorus:
I fell in love with her
I'm so in love with her
I fell in love with her
My little Surfer Girl

She got out of bed
Waxed up both our boards
Grabbed me by the hand and then
she took me out the door
We surfed all that day long
At least eight hours straight
Man! I knew she was the one
And damn I couldn't wait
Well I asked if she loved me
She said, "Yeah well I guess"
So I asked her to marry me
Dammit, you know she said "yes"

Chorus

I was at the alter
In my tuxedo-o-o
Waiting for my Surfer Girl
Man, where did she go
Later on that day
A friend to me did tell-ell-ell
That she went to Mexico
To catch a, to Catch a,
to catch a 10 foot swell
That Bitch

Chorus

My Surfer Girl

new hair!

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:27:27 GMT

me n my cousin anna. (new suit!)

my new hair color / cut.

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 17:15:23 GMT

been soo busy all week. modeling every other day. new york trip is july 13/14th. ah. im dying my hair red again in a few hours.. susie is doing.. the lady i babysit 4 .. n then shes cutting it.. gale wants it 2 look like lindsay lohan. fun. ill put pix of it up later. umm photo shoot june 24. i meet the photographer on the 22nd.we got report cards yesterday but i havent seen it yet. cuz im never home. driving home last nite ..there was soo much lighting n stuff. scary. i feel so bad cuz wenever my friends call me 2 go out i cant cuz no more tanning/beach til the shoot is over n im always on my way 2 modeling or have it later or taking a break or at alexs. oh well i get a break in july. my mom dad me alex ryan n nicole r going to the keys 4 a few days with sum northern family.so i cant wait. oo i just got my grades ok i got...

class. final exam. grade.

TV PRODUCTION II A A

MARINE SCIENCE (H) B+ B+

TRIG F D (at least i passed!)

SPANISH III D B

GPA: 4.25 weighted 3.67 unweighted

blah. me n alex made fudge the other day. its good. theres soo many movies i gotta see.. traveling pants.. mr. & mrs. smith.... batman... crash...monster in law.. the perfect man.. lol. so yeah. gg whiten my teeth then hair cut. its all part of the FUN!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 22:59:42 GMT

well....friday me n ali saw lords of dogtown.. SOO GOOD!

saturday was modeling 9-1 yuk. after umm ali came over n we went 2 his house.. his mom went 2 the hard rock .. so we watched man on fire .. drove to cvs like insane ppl 4 sum stuff... n had a crazi fun time in the pool... umm left around 11.

sunday my time to sleep in 4 ONCE. ali worked. umm me ryan n nicole went 2 his work n got new suits n stuff. mines really cute. :) then umm me n ali hung out.

monday... i worked n then me n ali went 2 the beach.. saw harriett... then 2 my grandmas pool n hot tub. n then came back home.

babysitting and modeling again tomorrow!!!!! ah

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 20:24:40 GMT

geez i 4got. last nite wen me n alex were driving home, we hit 105. it was sooo much fun, we got home from miami in like 20mins. haha.

&Here we lie in this beautiful mess of tangled sheets & beads of sweat. with my heart in your hand & my neck in the other; should i be scared or should i come closer? But it's still beating & i'm still breathing. You haven't hurt me yet.

well, i can hardly wait

until i get the sun and your lips

both pressing on my skin.

well, i can hardly wait

until i feel that thrill in my heart

that starts inside your eyes

and a song in my head that burns

so good on my tongue.

♥

maybe its love but its like you said, ''love is like a role that we play.''

but i believe in you so much i could die for the words that you say.

♥

love can make a summer fly, or a night seem like a lifetime <33

Teenage love songs there ain’t such a thing
'Cause fucking's just fucking when your only ~~sixteen~~ seventeen.

MUSIC LOW, WE'RE ALL ALONE
BEiNG WRONG NEVER FELT...
SO RiGHT.

< 9 4 ; :

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 20:10:10 GMT

omg this week has been insane! sunday is the only day i get to sleep in....since we've been out. 2day was finally the last day of work for the week. $60 for 6 hours. fuking rain keeps coming and coming I HATE IT. yesterday i hung out at alexs n at nite i had modeling it was fun. ali took me n then picked me up. he also got 2 come up stairs and get a feel 4 wut all the other models are like. so i go back saturday morning and walk n stuff n find out if im going to NEW YORK or not. so w/e i dont care wut happens. 2nite me n alex r going 2 see lords of dogtown movie. and yeah. thats about it. we mite go 2 the keys in july. SCORE.

quotes

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 21:52:29 GMT

She walks on red carpet all the time

In my eyes

Harder than a drama
Softer than a porn

-the starting line

i wanted to tell you
i miss it
i just wanted to let you know
the last year has helped me grow
i want to take you on the road
where we'll go
i'll never know

i want to take you out of this
and go to California

-midtown

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

-lifehouse

She’s only happy in the sun

So you want to be a rock and roll star?
Then listen now to what I say.
Just get an electric guitar
Then take some time
And learn how to play.
And with your hair swung right,
And your pants too tight
It's gonna be all right.
Then it's time to go downtown
Where the agent man won't let you down.
Sell your soul to the company
Who are waiting there to sell plastic ware.
And in a week or two
If you make the charts
The girls'll tear you apart.
The price you paid for your riches and fame,
Was it all a strange game?
You're a little insane.
The money, the fame, and the public acclaim,
Don't forget who you are,
You're a rock n roll star

-ben harper

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 21:21:07 GMT

today... i worked 8:30 - 11:30 then ali came over n we went 2 fridays. then got sum paint n picture frames. he left @ 3 .. i was gona go 2 the mall with harriett but it didnt work out.. so ali is workin 4-11ish which SUCKS...i went 2 the bank n got my checks cashed 92$ :) so yeah. this whole week im workin 8:30 - 11 / 12 ..UGH. but 2morrow after that we're gona go 2 my grandmas n play with daisy. aha b4 my grandma gives her away.